I am so many places
	              lonely. I think
	I savor it, just me & Canada
	boundary water speaking.
	
	The water is not deep here
	              but tannin colored,
	cold, spray tan orange like
	all those fake tans from home.
	
	My feet know when I’m
	misplaced. Skin sheds off.
	              I pick & peel long strips
	until I reach blood beneath.
	
	I’ve settled ten hours south
	              in flat land, dry
	corn & barren, a sad two
	days drive from home.
	
	I grew up in desert, a stone throw
	from Pacific ocean. My body
	              yearns salt water,
	the buoyancy & spitting waves.
	
	Here I peel clothes off –
	goose bump-cold. From dock I dip
	head beneath, swim
	not quite home but reaching.
