We Did It When You Bled
Selen Ozturk
Mostly we ordered in pizza and put on slow music that looped and stayed on your rug until our pleasures panged together.
I thought he’d text back “lolz.” Twin tower memes were funny now.
Destroy something for my sake.
Okay, you know how I like to go to the bathroom. We’ve talked about it at sessions over and over again.
writing questions, like
why does he come over in the bad storms
and make excuses not to leave
Mostly we ordered in pizza and put on slow music that looped and stayed on your rug until our pleasures panged together.
and partly because she went to Yale and married the class president and blasts the socials with pics of their exotic vacations and announcements of their children’s accomplishments
My book is really about loneliness and alienation (like all my favorite books), but politics comes up in it because everyone is obsessed with politics now.
The guy stood up straight as if physically smacked. I ran up behind her and pushed my finger against the inside of my sweatshirt and couldn’t think of anything productive to add so I just yelled, “Yeah!” and hiccuped.
This is what I was waiting for. I all but cry, but I don’t.
My sister once said that I was uninteresting because I lacked an original wound.
"Mostly I think Spleen is about celebrating our friendship. It's a love that needs to be emphasized more widely rather than romantic love. Spleen is also a fantasy escape that gives us agency in ways we don't have in reality."
such as the obligatory Ramones cos of bullshit merch culture I thought and turned the hanger seeing Queen, Queen, Queen, Blur-n-Oasis, Queen, Wu-Tang, Queen, Nirvana, The Cure, Slayer, Joy Division
I should have asked John why he was so unhappy. I should have done more than write that stupid note that was all about me and nothing about him.
"The letters shake me up because they are written by regular, everyday teenage girls from across the nation," he said.
she keeps her secrets as easily as she takes off her white
gloves
Adam Berlin’s collection of stories, All Around They’re Taking Down the Lights, opens with an anonymous man standing in the front of the mirror and practicing poses.
Richard Gere doing low-key
The “death of the mother” is trying to do two things: the first is a nod to family abolition and the death of the mother within a capitalistic context. And the second is explicitly thinking through “mothers” dying during childbirth or dying because they are unable to receive care for abortion.
“Can beauty save us?”
“It can,” as I kiss her open mouth.
I was on my way to guitar lessons, then Pure Math tutoring.