[victory lobe]
tiny towns or a dog could keep me pleased
for six months, then I’d wear felt triangles
look like December, have needles on me
molt on the plane to the warmer enclaves
oranges in a grove of which I’m boyish
Needles California’s fuzzy desert
I notice it under the gospel’s wings
my bald enthusiasm laps up babies
the vacant mall Francesca photographs
on its escalators over easy
red and gold 2004 New Jersey
the bay visits her in Asbury Park
denuded as train cars between freeways
I pin her gospel, play it in the air
[gentle giant]
if waiting is both myth and procedure
then poems are procedure’s other myth
they behave in booties like rainy dogs
when in them procedures sit and stall
how we might orbit at proximity
live at an address a long time standing
into being there against wherever else
fermenting our cabbage recycling
our firmer yogurt into better ones
how to back up be dense to each other
what feels like a terminus is a street
above it more infrastructure beneath
it the end of the line wants another word
a tether makes us here among its air
[it’s a hometown wedding]
could you imagine in my trim hands we’d start let alone not be able to stop
you stir yogurt until I take up your knuckles and then walk off to peel cities
expensive as they get, we take this trip around the sun and then another
we compose in a sequence of sleeping on what people we’ve loved will see and like
everyone’s here for once and if you shout it’ll bounce off your elementary school
a benevolent use of fuel for planes also the water the meals somewhere bright
not my Athens but your other prime town we’re trying minorly to nature in
[it’s the technology of the feet]
at a birthday party in an apartment with three exits one is tan and
I realize I keep vigil there like a frozen last slice, our talking in the hall
turns my face into a cake you make all day it’s pumpkin like you’d call a red dog
we leave for the mall and your car comes too like a plastic hug over the boxes
our chapter is finite days like anthologies of angels with lengths in minutes
so you know how long until bed, the pale future is our private room I see it
I realize my green shoes in my hands and leave, I saw you know them and see it too
[it’s the first of its kind]
if I froze without my jacket, where would they put me, like Scary Lucy up
in Celoron, New York training kids not to freeze or your face will fall like that
as the framing of a city might freeze its buildings, as its green cools a season
like pictures of what were my grandparents, like their face is always sort of a self
the city we make of the city we’re in, nothing takes the exact shape of breathing
and to be born and for no one to tell you angels are the half life of waiting
base jumpers in parachutes draw the plants close, snap apart in Yellowstone for that